today's one day of classes for my senior year at DeSales U. and i'm totally not looking forward to going back. i dont think its a matter of the actual classes.. it's just that i have no ambition to actually go and do this year. people ask me all the time what i;m going to school for and when i say english they automatically assume teacher. but no. when i say i just want to write it makes me feel like crap because why do i need a degree to tell me i'm creative? i don't know. but day one.. yay?